Hey, blog. I have less than two weeks left of school, so WHOOP WHOOP. On to the other point, I feel terrible. As in “terrible” I mean I feel like my anxiety has passed its breaking point. I, most recently, had a panic attack in class today, so I sat in my seat with my head in my arms and cried.

I have made my mom aware of these panic attacks since she also had them one point in her life. I never really went through anything like this before. I literally think I just heard gunshots outside so I turned off my light, now it’s dark. I been getting anxious a lot more lately and I am really worried. For example right now typing about this I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Another gunshot I think, another, what the fuc-.

This memorial day weekend, I went shopping. I mean, birthday money shopping, but still shopping. I am really happy my birthday landed on memorial weekend because Converse had a sell on their shoes, and I got McDonald’s. I didn’t really do anything special I was supposed to go to a cookout but I don’t know what happened. Bye POOHBEARS see you next time!